i think i should say it openly.
i am closing to the point in my life where i will resign from unneccessary distractions and focus on Martial Arts (with knife mostly) for 5 full years.
Enlightened Love is not unneccessary distraction.
Computer Sciences are distractions, but perhaps not unneccessary... will do them less, i hope.
This will start as soon as i have money from mortgage.